Hey guys. I've been spending money all weekend working on my outfit for last night so I haven't been around lately. Actually, I went out on Saturday night and looked fabulous, which you'll see once I get my photos developed.. and last night I must say I looked great even though I got to the party and fell flat on my back and then was so uptight I could hardly dance... It's so embarrassing.

Thing is, I have horrible social anxiety that I overcompensate for by being wild and crazy sometimes.. But particularly at parties (which I hate) I get so bound up I can hardly move.. It's just too many people there and I feel like all eyes are on me even when they aren't. It's mega embarrassing for one thing, and it keeps the other people I'm with from having a good time. Since the party's over now, I'm trying not to think about it anymore. You know, I tend to rehearse my mistakes over and over in my head such that I feel worse and worse.

But on my way home something weird happened.. I was standing outside my dorm talking to my mom when this guy from the party came by with the girl I suppose he was escorting.
He's like, "Who are you talking to?"
I was like, "I'm talking to my mom."

Normally I would have been weirded out, but we exchanged a couple of words at the party. He said I looked nice and I returned the compliment--banter, you know. Whatever. Anyway, he proceeds to take the phone from me and asks, "What's your last name?" I tell him. He starts talking to my mom, like, "Your daughter looked ravishing (verbatum!) tonight and I just thought you should know. All eyes were on her at the party and she stole the show. She must get that from you. You have a good night." Needless to say I was like, "Whoa!!" It was so strange because I had never met this boy before tonight. My mom thinks I should get to know him better, but then again she doesn't know I'm off the market. It was strange that someone would come on to me in such a blatant way.. it wasn't offensive, more like sweetly creepy, like a stalker who leaves single roses on your desk at work. Weird.

All in all, this was a memorable weekend. Thankfully, though, Fall Break's coming up this week. I certainly need it. Ttyl guys.


I'm goofy hehe.

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