Sometimes...

sometimes, more than others, I just feel like being surrounded in warmth and being held. I know everybody gets that way ever so often, but maybe me more than other people... It's still hard being without him, having him even 30 minutes away is different than having him be, say, 5 minutes away. It drives me crazy that whenever I want to see him it's a big ordeal and not just a simple walk to his place. Long-distance relationships are really draining...

What the hell are we gonna do when I move after undergrad next year?

Sometimes I don't even want to think about it at all.