I don't usually post excerpts conversations as they're private parts of my life, but this is one I think you should read to the end. It's worth the read, promise.

[01:04] me: will possibly be back after shower
[01:06] Josh: ok my love
[01:06] Josh: i work 10-4 tomorrow
[01:07] me: ok
[01:07] me: I'm in class til 2:30
[01:07] me: *wishes she could see you at work*
[01:07] me: I like watching you
[01:07] Josh: hehe why
[01:08] me: gives me a tiny bubbly feeling of pride to know that you're mine.. and I like watching you moving, doing things, talking when you don't know I'm there
[01:08] me: *likes to peoplewatch anyway*
[01:09] me: shower
[01:09] Josh: you like watchin me huh
[01:09] *** Auto-response sent to Josh: take a bath in consecrated water from the shrine and wash away the mud of all the miles you left behind...
[01:10] me: yes
[01:28] Josh: I love you angel
[01:36] me: *kiss* I love you too Josh
[01:37] me: you're special
[01:40] me: you're smart, funny, caring, sweet, sexy, generous
[01:41] me: capable of so much more than I think you can see in yourself
[01:41] Josh: :) so are you
[01:41] me: meh not so much
[01:41] me: but you really are and you need to know that
[01:41] me: don't ever sell yourself short; you deserve better
[01:43] Josh: better than what
[01:43] Josh: i got the best, i got you
[01:43] me: :)
[01:44] me: *kisses you*
[01:44] Josh: *kiss*
[01:44] me: I meant with your life.. don't be ashamed or embarrassed, and don't be afraid of a little disappointment.. it's natural and no life is successful without some of it
[01:44] me: I'm learning that here at UM


And there you have it. I don't think I really need to say much more. Goodnight, and sweet dreams of brighter tomorrows.